Holiday Season

Seems crazy that it is time once again for the Christmas . This will be the second one without Mom. I feel a little more with the holiday spirit this year. I am sure that my mom would not want me or any of us to quit living. I am sure that my dad is missing her like there is no tomorrow. I feel like he is failing in health but then I wonder if it is just missing mom. The responsiblility of taking care of family is huge on my mind. I wish that everyone could just get a long all the time. But that would be a fantasy right.